Alright cool, you've had your funny Joker moment and proven enough of why we haven't accepted your appeal. I'll explain further. I've posted a bunch of your previous chat logs below, for clarity.
And here's another link to our rules so you can follow along at home.
1. You have a history of using the N-word a lot. That's not a language difference, that's pretty universally known to be a repugnant thing to say, and you're saying it because you think it's funny and will get a reaction from people. You also randomly dropped a nazi dogwhistle in the middle of all of that. All of this on its own is enough to permanently ban you.
2. We have plenty of Russian players, several of which have reported you in the past for your sprays and the shit you say. You're right in that I don't speak Russian, but I trust the Russian players-- that have specifically pointed out to us that you were saying Russian slurs like the one in your username-- to be telling the truth, especially considering none of them are using that word.
3. We also have plenty of Ukrainian players. We are staunchly against nationalism and supporting active wars for a litany of reasons, one of which being that many of our players may be immediately affected by the results of those conflicts going on. Do you really think that those players need to be reminded of the current threat to their friends, loved ones, and own lives due to an active land grab by a dictator, when they're sitting down to play a fucking video game? Do you think it's just funny team sports? That we're not going to do something about you going around effectively screaming to those players that you think they deserve to die? This isn't a "my politics are just different," moment; you are supporting the needless murder and displacement of thousands of innocents for one man who doesn't give a fuck whether you live or die. And many of those people that would be affected by that are playing the game with you. Genuinely, do some introspection.
4. You were posting hypersexualized sprays, which are also against our rules and you were temporarily banned for that and your frequent slur usage for two weeks. You should have already known that you were engaging in behavior that was against our rules, and have had plenty of time to read them since then and avoid breaking them, but you chose to continue doing that same behavior.
5. The random comment you left on an already-finished appeal was not only unnecessary, but also just casually transphobic for no reason. That alone was enough to show us you probably didn't regret anything and would continue to behave badly, which is why your first account was banned and your chance for appeal was revoked.
It hasn't even been a full year since then and you're back exhibiting these same behaviors, giving a no-effort non-apology like last time. There wasn't even any mention of furries in that appeal, you're just making things up based on your own biases.
We aren't imagining a caricature of you; we're using the information you've given us to make an educated guess on whether or not you appear to have genuinely changed and would be safe to allow back into the community. It's clear that isn't the case, and you will remain banned.
You are not eligible for further appeals. Your actions have consequences, and this is one of the much smaller ones in the grand scheme of things. Do some reading and educate yourself on why the things you say might affect others. Go meet people that are different than you, and instead of insulting them and throwing out slurs, ask questions and listen to them. It might be hard at first, but your life will genuinely improve a lot in the long run and you're much more likely to feel more fulfilled in life than whatever it is you're doing now that led you to be the type of person you're acting as right now.